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old and ancient

do you think people in their early 20s know that people in their late 20s are all talking shit about them?
and the ones that aren't are basically creeps?



anyway i'm housed now and that's awesome. tis very cozy. tis very nice to have a space that fuckin feels like mine after _years_ of home feeling weird and stark (well, one year anyway, our place in NDG felt at least fairly me-ish)



pocket is my best friend / baby / me + i'm tricking out slipper so she matches him better aesthetically. this other guy was $0.50 at fripe MPC. actually it occurs to me other guy has gone missing since i took this photo lol

it would be dope if my remaining possessions would stop being held hostage so this arc can officially close. it's either very ironic or very manipulative to ask me for no contact but then not give me my things back lololol.
we get the morb today so that's good progress.

being (more) disabled is wild. mostly its just bonkers having perspective on what i can accomplish when i am pushing myself way too fucking hard (and crashing on an extremely regular basis). vs. now it takes just such a hilariously unreasonable amount of time for me to do _anything_. i advocated for myself and talked my way out of a job lol but i have some ideas on how to not go broke + also not get fired for my shit ass executive function + undiagnosed musculoskeletal thingy?

but like also i casually taught myself HTML so it's not like im completely useless. would be nice if I was slightly more useful at keeping myself fed + getting all my various admin tasks done + i rly want to be doing more volunteering etc, but the relevant balls are rolling and i'm not flipping out about it or anything