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holding pee

you know when you've been holding your pee til you get home and then you almost or actually do pee yourself as you're fumbling to get your key in the lock
i'm feeling like that except instead of pee it's being in unstable housing. i'm actually like ludicrously close to being housed and comfortable again and somehow feeling the least organized/regulated/normal than i have been this entire time.

i wrote a lot more here but i'm going to cut it into my journal instead xP i'm in too weird of a headspace to be honest on the public internet.